YWednesday, 15 April 2009' 01:08
My room is in utter mess.
I really dont know how to clean it up, cause theres no freaking space for anything.
So weirdly yesterday, i managed to write 2 songs on the guitar. Surprisingly it was alright for my standard, cause trust me, i've tried writing songs and all of them were wtf/ew so cheesy/sounds so bleagh/bullshit/not right to me. So i was actually quite happy with it. Prefer my 2nd one to the 1st, sounds more happy(;
Ofcourse with a little old inspiration from someone on that day. Everything just came back.
Oh well. Okay im screwed. I have a presentation to do which was set up WEEKS ago like i think 4 weeks ago or sth and i havent even freaking started it! I have a few tests i gotta do cause i couldnt do it on the day cause i had to help Mr Jones with some exams. I have freaking english to do which i hate forever, plus because it includes reading and i am not in the mood for reading (You should know its very hard for me to be in the mood for reading haha) and maaaths, i havent even got my maths paper its with bea! and i have like 60 more questions to finish up the maths module and i have a maths mock soon, prbly when school reopens or the week after?
And the worst part is, school is starting soon !Shit shit shit. Well tomorrow im with my group of friends, but hey, im giving up the sleepover for school work okay. And that takes true discipline to give up such things. Ceh macam tau je. Haha and then the next day, and the next day, then school. ):
Oh i watched 'He's just not that into you', i swear, well i think or bet, almost every girl who watches it feel somewhat guilty. Dont you? Haha its pretty sad and sweet at the last part(:
Okay i dont know what the hell is wrong with me, i am 'ms wanna try everything' i realised. I even bought a freaking sewing machine cause i wanna learn how to sew and make my own dresses, i bought a few cds for me to install shit, so currently im tryna do a video, with a trial of starting with about myself. Im trying to write songs on the guitar which isnt so simple cause i reject my own songs =p And i realised trying to make a GCSE standard of composition on the piano is not simple at all. Drum lessons were awesome yesterday! I jammed with my teacher(; And he taught me bossanova. Haha cool or what ;D
Okay i hate / love my life. I am going mentally unstable, i think.
I want famous amous cookies. When i come back to singapore someone buy for me a whole packet or tub or whatever they have that contains them =D
Love youu whoever who buys me them. Hahah (:
