I woke up at 8am realising i fell asleep again and the computer was beside me and
before i leave for turkey tomorrow morning i feel like posting.
Had a terrible day yesterday, but thanks daddy, he got me, us, a new video camera!(:
And thanks ariff for making me feel better by laughing out the shit and the oh so gross things you told and show me. Hahah what weird conversation =p But sorry i fell asleep =p
Anyway im so excited to use the new video cam(;
I have weird feelings okay. They dont change for the better. When everything is or should be fine, theres always a feeling to make things bad, and knowing this, that im capable of such obstacle, i believe i can overcome it once in awhile to go and try up something im willing to do, something like overcoming your fear. So if you should know me better, dont give me bullshit that discourages me so or you give me your sad shit statements, if i say something good, you better just go with it before i change my mind.
So im sorry, for everything, okay.
I wish i can turn back time where i was clueless and happy.
It was then, when i didnt know how to expect, but i discovered.
