Omg dont you just love being able to listen to your home country's radio station when you're so far away, you just have this homey feeling. From the funny 98.7 fm ahhahha muttons =p and warna, having to be able to listen to hari raya songs, atleast makes me abit more happier than not having the singapore spirit of hari raya hahah. Its different here i think, the Aidilfitri, i dont know how they go about doing it but yea, this Aidilfitri (or they call it Eid here) i'd be going to Istanbul in Turkey, atleast its something(: Haha omg the background song of warna is the selamat hari raya song, ahahah, i remember how i'd really get excited, last day of fasting month and then hari raya as i listen to that tune on the radio. See all the cakes and food, the dressed up people, meeting everyone and getting money and see lovely decorated homes. Its simply exciting.

Isnt the process of things are the ones that is excitingly wonderful, like its going to hari raya, preparng all the cakes, finding your baju kurung, decorating your house and once you're done, you just feel like..normal as you wait for visitors. And the process of succeeding something is just awesome, the shit of fun and pain you go through just goes worth while like to an syf competition, the practise for that final moment, or the process in getting a relationship, where you have the guy just doing every way he can for you to accept him, all the sweet things he does and the feeling of it in the beginning, like words from a song
"if i had one wish, we'd be bestfriend, loving never ends, it would just begin"
You get what i mean? Life itself is a process, to what i dont know, fulfilling a full happy life that is. Hahahah but yea, when i do things i dont really realise how precious that time was until i think back as a memory..

Hahah im writing all this shit cause im feeling sad, not in a horrible depressed way, but im just sad, for few reasons. One of them is not being able to be in Singapore for hari raya. Haha and etc. Oh well, good luck for those who are having their exams(: My friends are all teenage geniuses they can score(; Hahah love you guys.