TIARA

2009-05-08T03:07:00.001-07:00

Hey lovelies

I've moved to

http://tomatoshoes.blogspot.com

2009-05-04T07:51:00.000-07:00

I am sorry for the disturbing photos. Something to smile at at the moment.

Have you ever had that time,
where you try to use everything in your power to make something happen.
But on the way, things just go wrong, friends misunderstand,
situations go bad,
and you have second thoughts about making that happen, but you know, if you dont make it happen, you will regret it, and regret sticks to you like glue.
But if you do make it happen, a hell lot of things may go wrong...
I feel terrible ):
I feel horrible ):
I wanna run away from here, and escape to my tiny island please..
Hanaaa, air asam is needed! haha i miss you ):

2009-04-30T01:17:00.001-07:00

HAHA HILARIOUS KE PE.
The cave man, the french artist and the london guard!
Bea did this to our photo with the inspiration of mua drawing a mostache on her haha. She did it on the photobucket and the tablet bamboo fun drawing thing which is so cool =p Laughing our asses off doing this, hahah oh god. Lyd would prbly kill us if she found out =p

Yea so weirdly i can post a photo on bea's comp but not on mine -.-

Yeap im over her place right now and we went over to Laras's surprise party at Ed's house which was nice(: ate pizzas and stufff. His house is awesome, with a huge garden and we just lay by the grass(;

Alrighty, will be going to watch a movie with the rest soon. Either X-men or Paul Blart i guess.

Haha laterzsxzxsz!

2009-04-28T11:40:00.000-07:00

FARAH DIVA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE(:
Sadly i cant post any pics i dont know why! Annoying!

OMG you're 16! Haha i know it must suck to have a birthday during exams, but no worries, have a lovely super 16 bday today(: And i hope for all the best in your exams, i know you're gonna do fine(;
Remember our birthday bag? Haha its in singapore =pp Omg, hahah. I'll see if i remember it someday and give it to you on your birthday if im there (;
Wish i could celebrate with you in any way but sadly no ):
Just have an awesome day okay! Loves you manyy!
Yeaars of friendship and we're all gonna be 16 this year. Scary huh..

Well I wont be online tomorrow i guess, am sleeping over a friend's place, so i cant wish you then. So here you go, a birthday wish(:
Miss you, we shall skateboard when im back yea(;
I'll try not to fall in my face ;D
Tc babe!

2009-04-28T06:28:00.000-07:00

Fcking blogger wont allow me to update any photos.
Hm.
I am currently, lately, happier than before(:
But am very very worried.
And for exams too.
Oooo wish me good luck!
Thats all =p Byeszxsxzs

2009-04-24T02:11:00.000-07:00

I am practically married to this book. See how handsome it is -.-
I am forcefully married.
I have to basically commit to it everyday, reading it over and over, finding quotes, doing shit from it. Omg. Can i have a divorce soon please. Taaake mee awaay from englishhhh.
Freaking tonnes of work!

And there is a freaking tooth growing at my back gum whatever which is hurting the bottom gum, poking its sharp thing on my poor gum its very annoying and it hurts.
I need to see a dentist soon, but they're all so so expensive here ):

2009-04-22T05:11:00.000-07:00

Got this from last year's stash of photos in Roisin's farewell.
Dont mind the messed up hair =p
And Mimmmaaa, its been ages since i actually went out with youu. Eventhough i see her every single day in school, but the going out part is different.
And somehow, i miss her.. In a way. Hah.
Seriously she cracks me up all the time. Haha especially in Bio, oh god. There was once we couldnt stop laughing, simply laughing while the teacher was explaining, even when she asked mimma a question, but she couldnt answer it cause we were still laughing ;D

Im going to this year's prom again i guess cause of some reasons. And i have not gotten myself a dress! And no i dont wanna get one in Oman, cause there are limited varieties, meaning, i could end up having the same dress as some other biatch who bought the same thing. So no. But i dont think i have time to go anywhere else either.. Hm. but what i'd really like is a long black sorta at your chest and flows down dress. Yea, and make my hair into some drop dead gorgeous flowing curls which never happens cause my hair has a life of its own and never makes it into whatever i want it to be. And so, i have noo idea what im really planning for this year.
Sadly someones leaving, damn.

I am a sad, sad person. Pathetic really.
Whatevs.
Byyyeezxszxss

2009-04-17T14:11:00.000-07:00

I need a hug from someone, anyone.
I wanna forget everything and just go home.
Old photo, last day with Su and the guys before i left for Oman. Haha miss you babe.
I realise i never have a good photo with suhaylah cause she's too pretty which makes me look fugly, haha (;

2009-04-16T13:29:00.000-07:00

Went to Amalie's today(:
Watched 'Angus, Thongs and Perfect snogging' movie, haha the guys are so cute, and bea was basically complaining throughout the movie how gay the cute guy was, the way he walks and talks and everything =p
And we watched 'Prom Night'

Haha had a good time, went to City Centre for awhile bought Startbucks and damn i ate and drank alot gosh i am growing faaaat.

Schools starting like real soon. Im so dead. Oh and i forever hate my fringe.

Nights people.

2009-04-15T01:08:00.000-07:00

My room is in utter mess.
I really dont know how to clean it up, cause theres no freaking space for anything.
So weirdly yesterday, i managed to write 2 songs on the guitar. Surprisingly it was alright for my standard, cause trust me, i've tried writing songs and all of them were wtf/ew so cheesy/sounds so bleagh/bullshit/not right to me. So i was actually quite happy with it. Prefer my 2nd one to the 1st, sounds more happy(;
Ofcourse with a little old inspiration from someone on that day. Everything just came back.

Oh well. Okay im screwed. I have a presentation to do which was set up WEEKS ago like i think 4 weeks ago or sth and i havent even freaking started it! I have a few tests i gotta do cause i couldnt do it on the day cause i had to help Mr Jones with some exams. I have freaking english to do which i hate forever, plus because it includes reading and i am not in the mood for reading (You should know its very hard for me to be in the mood for reading haha) and maaaths, i havent even got my maths paper its with bea! and i have like 60 more questions to finish up the maths module and i have a maths mock soon, prbly when school reopens or the week after?
And the worst part is, school is starting soon !Shit shit shit. Well tomorrow im with my group of friends, but hey, im giving up the sleepover for school work okay. And that takes true discipline to give up such things. Ceh macam tau je. Haha and then the next day, and the next day, then school. ):

Oh i watched 'He's just not that into you', i swear, well i think or bet, almost every girl who watches it feel somewhat guilty. Dont you? Haha its pretty sad and sweet at the last part(:

Okay i dont know what the hell is wrong with me, i am 'ms wanna try everything' i realised. I even bought a freaking sewing machine cause i wanna learn how to sew and make my own dresses, i bought a few cds for me to install shit, so currently im tryna do a video, with a trial of starting with about myself. Im trying to write songs on the guitar which isnt so simple cause i reject my own songs =p And i realised trying to make a GCSE standard of composition on the piano is not simple at all. Drum lessons were awesome yesterday! I jammed with my teacher(; And he taught me bossanova. Haha cool or what ;D

Okay i hate / love my life. I am going mentally unstable, i think.
I want famous amous cookies. When i come back to singapore someone buy for me a whole packet or tub or whatever they have that contains them =D
Love youu whoever who buys me them. Hahah (:

2009-04-10T10:18:00.000-07:00

FINALLY IM DONE UPLOADING.
OK I KNOW I TAKE TOO MANY PHOTOS AND BOTHER TO UPLOAD MOST OF THEM =P

Haha but yea, gotta show my sisters(;

So yea, my family and friends of parents headed to Sharjah, Dubai, and Musandam. Musandam was awesome! I mean the dhow ride, was gorgeous. The boat was so comfortable you'd just lie down and the sea is just so near you and everything so wide with mountains all around, gorgeous! And ohmygosh the dolphins, they were soo pretty! Racing the boats and all, and snorkelled with my bro who is a total scardy cat. And the telegraphy island was wow. A small island in the middle of the sea surrounded by mountains. to stand on it was just b e a utiful(:

The drive to Musandam is cool too, but its scary cause rocks from the mountain can just fall on you anytime..

Oh and just so you know, the clothes to the dhow ride, they're humongous. I know, its XL and i bought shorts that were XL (bodoh nak mamps) i look like a clown i swear. but good thing i managed to get the blue ones but they were pretty tight at the top =p Well the reason is because, i had no idea we were going to be to or do anything thats got to do with the sea, so yea, i brought no right clothes for it =p

But yea, had an awwwesome time! Didnt do much shopping really in Dubai, just the usual Dragon Mall =p

Haha alrighty,
Im off, to watch heroes and harry potter.
I know im reeaaal slow, heroes was like AGES ago, like ancient -.-
but yea, i never got to watch it AT ALL. and its just came out in oman! so yea(:
And so yea.

BYE ;D

2009-04-09T16:13:00.000-07:00

To my dearest mother in pink,
Happy Birthday(:

I know ive been raising my voice at you like a mad ass but im sorry. I guess its just my age where i get all easily mad and all. But i still love you many many and i still own you in crossword puzzles =p
So i texted her a happy birthday and apologised at 2 am in the morning and this was her reply:

"Thank you dear, dont have to know my age! and remember not to raise your voice as there is no excuse at all to moms! but since you are a sweet girl u are excused? (haha!) love you, goodnight, and go to sleep now.."

Hahah and mom has the same bday as mandy moore! Haha ;P
Alrighty nights, and i shall blog about musandam soon, it was b e a utiful(;

oh and i miss those 2 other ppl in the top photo! Plus the 2nd sister =p i miss all of you haha will see you soooon ;D

2009-04-04T13:33:00.001-07:00

SOOPPHHY
Went to the movies with Sophy on thursday, watched Friday the 13th. Bumped into Amalie and Lamees who was gonna watch the same thing so we sat next to eachother. It was a pretty jumpy screamy movie haha but yea i wasnt scared after that although Sophy and Amalie were still freaking out after the movie =p There was one part where i jumped with my nachos, it almost fell =p And one part where Sophy screamed hahah omg, it was so loud =p

Had a good time Sophy(; And sorrys for the tummy ache part =p

Today i was meant to be fasting, but my daddy wanted to bring us to eat lunch at the noodle house so i broke my fast. Food there is yyuummy especially when you're hungry its just so satisfying =p And the owner is a singaporean! Haha(:

So everyone, am going to Dubai for about 4 or 5 days. Gonna be awaaay~
Anything you need especially from Dubai, do text me(;
Like how Nizam's mom wants fridge magnets. Hahaha, speaking of Nizam, im so sorry i laughed so hard just now i couldnt take it =p I would write why i laughed so hard but that would be mean =p Hahaha ;D

And to dear Amira Tajudin, no worries about the blog entry, i guess i know how you're feeling, lifes a bitch babe, i wish i could be there to make things better but yea, just cant wait to come back and see you and that little rascal kitten if he's still there when im back. I am gonna set up a small party for both our sweet 16 (= make sure you got yourself a nice/cute dress to go along with(;
Love ya babe.

2009-04-03T03:27:00.000-07:00

OHHMEEGOOSHH
CORAL CONCERT BAND GOT A GOLD FOR SYF!
OMG IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU GUYS.

Suhaylah called me up and started screaming something, i didnt realise it until i heard she said, "We've got a gold!" and i started screaming as well! Hahah omg the background was so noisy. Damn i miss the feeling =p

You have no idea how happy i am right now, even if i didnt get to play with you guys or be there to support atleast.
I wanna give everyone a hug but im all the way here in Oman ):
Hahah

And percusssiionn, im so proud of all of you(=
And i wonder how my dear shimin did, i bet she did awesome(;
Haha international hugs from Oman to Singapore okay!
love you all.

Congratulations coral band and to the dear conductor, papa wong.
You stuck by coral band all the way, through bad and good times, you are the true teacher/ conductor, you earned it well(;

Love you guyss. Even i feel like celebrating now =p But no one to celebrate with, haha!

One Band, One Sound, coral(=

2009-04-01T12:27:00.000-07:00

What a perfect way to start off the 2 weeks holiday(;
A small get together with my friends over florence's place.
Did Sing Star and ran off pdo streets like mad women.
Had lots of fun florence,
thanks for all the pizza's, singing and running.
And your big fat gerball thing(guinea pig), cuute, but its so freaking huge, like a massive rat =p well it is sort of a rat .

And beaaatrice karabaczek, hope you get well soon yea! Tc and get good rests and like savindri the mom says, drink lots of warm water! =p
The talent show was awesome but it wld have been better if you came along and sing the german part! It was cool though.

And to dear life,
"Whaaaaaat the hell do you think you're doing?"

2009-03-30T08:42:00.000-07:00

Just now was scary!

You know my music teacher, Mr Jones, can take things a little too far and he is abit stubborn and things go his way. He had a big arguement/fight with Mr Keach, my discipline master as
1. Mr Keach already had a complaint from Sophy's parents about her missing lessons too much for Mr Jone's recording examinations with the O/A level students
2. He's doing it again to the music year 10 students, a few of us.

And gosh, it was so scary.
Didnt know who to listen, they're both teacher-like, one head of music, one head of discipline -.-
And yea, we were told to leave for lessons, and mr jones was shouting at break time for us to go back and quickly record and go to class.
Well it is partly his fault, if you're meant to have a recording on that day, make sure all parts are known so we cld get on with the recording. He said we'd finish before 1st break but we havent even started recording when it was 1st break -.-

Gosh it was scary =s

CHIA YIN, I HAVENT SPOKEN TO YOU PROPERLY IN AGES OTHER THAN JUST SAYING HI AND CANT TALK CAUSE IM BUSY. I MISS YOU LIKE HELL, CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU BABE, LOVE YOU FOREVSS, PLEASE SEND THE NOTEBOOK SOON YES(; TC

2009-03-29T11:57:00.000-07:00

My bacinz face on webcam.
Its 5 in the morning now.

3 more days of school, then its the 2 week holiday! Cant wait. Just so many things going on within these days. Tomorrow and tuesday meant to have a test but i cant take either cause tomorrow gotta help out mr jones with the music exam and tuesday got a practise for the talent show with the rest of the people. Savi and Bea sleeping over to practise for the talent show and we could all dress up for Wednesday. Then wednesday is doublemaths then talent show! And the day is free. Which is where i'll go florence's house to do the Sing star thingy. And on thursday am watching Friday 13th!

This means lots of tests for me when i come back from holidays -.- Oh gosh.

So me, Bea, Savi and Jonathan are all gonna sing/play the song Monsoon by tokio hotel. Bea and Savi are singing and i am joining in bits while playing guitar with Jonny. And not only that, beatrice is singing hers in german! Haha yea, apparently the people in the band are germans, so yea.

Its my 6th day fasting and then im taking a break and gonna have to fast again!
(i've got 28days to do)
Im actually glad im fasting, its making me snack less. Hahaha (;

I CANNOT WAIT TO GO BACK SINGAPORE AND SEE EVERYONE ;D
(I know ive been annoying people cause i keep saying that, haha sooorry! but i cant help it =p)

This is for my dear sister who is currently a housewife.
She is currently in tooootal boredom, with no job no nothing.
She has been waking up early which is NOT a common thing =p
I am chatting with her now at like 8+ in the morning, hm, not like her.
She might take up relief teaching. Hah, not really her thing actually but good luck(;
AND SORRY FOR FALLING ASLEEP WITH THE NET ON.
MISS YOU.
Hahah =d

Off to take a short nap before school.
Byeeszxszxszx

2009-03-27T05:06:00.000-07:00

My Day Turned Out Like This:

I am iohf'gfsczuhjif.
I burst out of hyperness. I couldnt keep my legs from moving, couldnt keep my mouth shut from singing as loud as i can, couldnt keep my hands still from dressing myself as a hippie, i simply couldnt keep myself still.

For some apparent reason, i was just like that. Its probably the food intake, after fasting a whole day and having food in me finally, but i barely ate alot. Just a small portion of rice, a small pizza my mom made, 1 piece of sugar bisquit and 1 kitkat bar. Haha and then another 2 kitkat bars and a few bisquits after being hyper.
Wow thats all i ate that night. Hahah

And basically after being insane, webcaming with a friend, i shut myself up and felt lost. You know how you move too much and feel all greatly happy and when you're pretty much done, you just sit there and feel lost.

And then the mood starts kicking in.
Then i started missing Singapore like crazy (I have been missing singapore like hell for the past few days, cant wait to go back and see all my frriiieendnsszxzsxz! )
Then realisations starts coming through me.
Then memories go crazy.
Then confusion filled me.
Then sadness controlled me.
And then my system broke down.

2009-03-25T23:36:00.000-07:00

My little brother went for a bowling competition.
He didnt win but he got 5rials from them anyway =p
For a young kid, he's really good(;
Hope he gets better, you did an awesome job.
Love youu(=

2009-03-24T13:49:00.000-07:00

The sky was beautiful that morning.
I felt like sitting in the middle of the road and forget everything around me.

2009-03-20T09:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIQAH(:

Ah you have no idea how much i miss you being around at home!
The merepek shits you do and all that. Hah.
Though you go all annoyingly childish when you're angry, hahah, other than that, its always a pleasure having you at home(:
I miss youu, cant wait to see all of you again this summer(;

Hope you had an awesome birthday, and sorry for the late post. I know its over already back there but its still 20th march here =p
And yea, enjoy your N.E.R.D concert if you're going. Cant believe you'd see pharell if you're going. Daaaaamn. Take lots of pictures okay!

Haha you're oold, everyones growing old, damnit, its scary =s
Haha okay take care my weird sister, love you(:

2009-03-19T12:34:00.000-07:00

Tamara's surprise party(:
Tamara: You liar you told me you were going shopping with your mom!
Hahah when she came in the house, we all yelled surprise, her face was basically
o.o
Stunned and clueless, it looked like she was gonna cry hahah.
She was surprised alright, and im glad she liked the forever21 top(;
Haha
We ate pizza, cake, lots of chips and sweets.
Played and sing for her and danced .
It was nice(;

A birthday to remember huh tamara, she had 4 celebrations =p
Hope you loved it, love ya(:

2009-03-16T09:11:00.000-07:00

MR PRESIDENT(:

Haha last friday met Mr S.R Nathan
He's so nice(;
And i cant beleive im on Tv in singapore =p even if it was for a short while!
The weirdest thing is, even when im half way round the world, i get to be on tv in singapore =p Hah! and i got to talk to the president for the first time of my life, in Oman o.o
Haha
He has this really kampong malay accent, its so cool =p

Your body is a wonderland- John Mayer and Heroheroine- Boys like girls is stuck in my head that i play over and over again on the guitar, singing=s Hahah i love them both.
And Nizam dislikes slow songs but loves metal? WHY?
haha dont think you'll ever be able to slow dance then huh Nizam =p
Tsk. I've realised how guys always say they're hungry every few minutes -.-

I am stuck between choices.
What the hell am i gonna do?

2009-03-14T03:42:00.000-07:00

AMALIE'S PARTY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMALIE AND TAMARA(:

This party was on last weekend.
Had an awesome time amalie(; We basically went to the beach, had a bbq and played on the trampoline and sleptover(;
Gosh the amount of food =s Just make me fat okay =p
Haha me and putri were like, 'noo snaacking' and then ' no its okay, its a one in a lifetime opportunityyy' -.-
Hahah oh god.

Okay and we headed to the beach, had some splashing fun and all
and aaate(:
And let me inform you guys, Amalie has an amazing voice(:
She sang for us and it was gorgeous(;

So in the sleepover, we played this sick game, dont really know what its called, but its hilarious =p
Then we watched Shutter( english version)
I think the thailand version is way better.
And then some little gossips till we all fell asleep.

Haha thank you amalie, had a wonderful time and hope you did too.

Your room is awesome btw!
And i think you and your bf is just simply cute(;
Tc love.

2009-03-12T03:46:00.000-07:00

To my dear cousin, Abang Hafiz.
I know i wasnt close to you, i rarely spoke to you,
but to know a lovely cousin like you has gone away from this world,
is heart breaking.
Im writing this post, dedicated to you, to spread my love for you.
I've never seen a more gentle friendly guy other than you. I describe you as, the big friendly giant.
You struggled with cancer,
but they say today was unexpected, and therefore, an investigation must take place.
I hope through this they could really find out how and why.
All i wish for you now is,
May all your loved ones be safe and happy throughout,
May you rest in peace..
<3

2009-03-11T12:38:00.000-07:00

Basically my hair has been growing like the speed of light -.-
The process of my fringe growing longer equals to the hell of bad hair days for me.
I swear it annoys the shit out of me, and thats why i always end up cutting =p
But i did promise myself to keep it long this time, so yea, gotta stick to that.

Okay i've been checking out horoscopes, which is something you shouldnt depend on and all that shit, but like, ohmygod, it really goes with whatever im going through its just really weird, but cool in a way. Thanks to Nizam, 'mr. owes tiara a fried mars bars and singapore flyer treat', he's got me into all this horoscope shit that is going against everything i plan to do! but i guess i should give it a shot.

Oh and watched Confessions of a Shopaholic with Tamara, Laras and her bf(;
The movie is niiiice (=
The guy is pretty hot and its so sweeet haha.
Tamara's reactions are hilarious =p 'Nooooo' at certain bits and stuff =p
Haha
Had a good day, oh and i found a heart locket thingy.
Amalie's party tomorrow!
Laters~

2009-03-08T12:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAKSHYRA(:
OMG YOU'RE 21 o.o
So old..
Haha aaanyways, i really do wish you and kakfiqah were here so we could celebrate your birthdays together instead of calling up from Oman to Singapore.

Firstly, sorry we didnt give any suprise gifts or cards and all.
But we called(;
Haha just so you know, you've been one of the most annoying sister ever but also the best to spend time with(; (note: not at home though)
=P
And you've pretty much taught me things and annoyed me like hell and all that and scold me things that you do yourself and make it seem as you're right just because you have a way with words.. AH OK STOP =P
haha sorry, getting way too ahead of myself..
MY POINT IS:
I love you anyways, and i hope you'll have a great day today, being 21 now (:
Hahah we all miss our kakshyra and her annoying lazy ass.
Please take care of yourself(;
Love you,
Happy Birthday(:

2009-03-05T07:25:00.000-08:00

SAWADI BEACH(:
Family day for my dad's department in PDO, some celebration.
Brought bea along haha it was fun.
Took tooones of photos(:
We did the quadbike, where i burnt my skin on my feet on the freaking hot engine, it stiingss.
Ate, drew, henna, rode a camel!
Were were meant to ride this dough thingy on the boat to an island and see dolphins but we didnt have time ):
It was awesome fun though, by the beach and all(;
Haha yay, thanks family and bea(;
and the picture of me bea drew was awesome(:

2009-03-05T05:26:00.000-08:00

Went to Shatti with friends(:
Bea, Rachel, Lydia, Daniel, Danny, Milo, Josh.
Went to eat at pizza express(;
It was niiice, and god milo is hilarious sometimes.
And ive realised how fast guys eat.. gee =p
And then we went to sit at the stairs by the beach with bea climbing walls, milo dancing his hakka dance on this shirt, daniel the toss coin guy from dark night and all that =p
Hahah had a good time you guys(;
As usual(:

Do this again sometime(:

2009-03-03T07:45:00.000-08:00

Today was the Evacuation Drill(:
We didnt know ofcourse there was gonna be an evacuation, but yea, so by 2nd lesson we had to go down in our classes at the carpark area. And basically it can take very long, so we had to wait for each year to leave as their parents pick them up.
Me and friends played cards and all. Well we had to leave our bags in school so all the lunchboxes, food, pencil case and books left in class or outside or in lockers for a day =p
Hahaha we all quickly grabbed our mobiles out (;

I am disturbed, distracted, downright dumb.
Im drowning myself in my own thoughts,
thoughts i know would never exist,
i keep my hopes up high,
to only realise what i make of is a lie.

Im a big fat dope.
Im ....'. fool.

Amira, i need a phonecall from yooouu!

2009-02-27T10:30:00.000-08:00

James Blunt Concert & Savi's sleepover

Oh had an awesome weekend(;
Went to watch James Blunt!(:
But i swear, we waited 2 freaking hours before he came on stage and apparently its usually like that in concerts? Really?
But yea, we couldnt move cause we're already standing at the front so if we move we cant move back in -.-
So basically me savi and bea just stood there, trying to catch flying free t-shirts, taking pictures, complaining where the f* is james blunt. Haha i think the guy behind us and his gf left before he came on =p

He was awesome really, i thought it wld be quite boring but it was interesting, he smiled all the way(; Watching him was enjoyable, and for some songs his eyes were popping out hahaha so cuuute, and jumping around the stage =pp
He's actually quite hot/good looking. Last time i thought he had this psychotic man look =p
He sounds good live and he was really nice(: ah it was awesome =D

Then went to Savi's place where we met mimma and amalie! We all watched grudge 1 and 2, poor bea doesnt wanna watch any scary movies! ):
Basically we stayed up till 5, and woke up again at 9 am -.- Haha tiiired.
Watched love guru where the 'more than words' song is stuck on me =p
And then we took pictuuures, as you can see and badminton and stuff.
I swear we ate like effing loooads over at Savi's place, ahh, the horrorrrr.
But they were all so good hahah it was hard to resist..

Thanks Savi, had a wonderful time(:
And the concert was greeat(;

2009-02-25T22:37:00.000-08:00

I have no other picture to put up so i put this one up =p Haha

I went shopping yesterday and i didnt pay for them! =D
I really dont know why, or how, girls get so happy when they shop.
It does get tiring but for some reason, new things just make us happy, i guess.
Okay so i didnt get to shop much, there wasnt enough time, i only bought 2 things.
First of all i had to go get stuff for choir's performance at the British Embassy and i needed black pants, black pumps, and a red top.
But sadly, i lost my black pants! (IS IT WITH YOU FIQAH?) My black pumps which i have a few are all torn to shit, im serious. The not torn ones are either too tight or looks like crap which i cant use at the embassy. And i do have a red top but just incase i find a new one.

So i went around finding alright black bottoms and considerably cheap and got one but its not that cheap after all =p and i couldnt find considerably cheap pumps too ( Im so cheap i know =p) but they're seriously all so expensive. And instead i bought a bag! Haha(:
And that was all i had time for sadly. But i was happy all the way ;D Thanks my dearest parentsss (:

James blunt concert this afternoon! And then sleeping over Savi's place =D
Cant wait..

2009-02-20T07:44:00.000-08:00

(*)o(*)

Sports day tomorrow hah.
Okay im running out of songs, really, people go ahead and send me nice songs okay. I havent been listening to the radio at all, and i cant find my mp3 ):

Oh and James blunt concert next week aaaaand sleeping over Savi's place so we could do up the dance hehe (;
So guess what, im singing at last by etta james for the talent thingy and it would be soon i guess, cause its around the end of february. Ohhh, scarry =s (international judges)

So today i spent 4 hours straight finishing the Thousand Splendid Suns book, and really its really sadning but nice(: And my mom beat me to finishing the book haha! She only needed 2 days -.- I really wonder how people read so fast, like how many hours do you take man? I take forevvveeerr.

Okay, gotta do up my work and sports daaay hmmm.

Will it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster?

2009-02-17T04:06:00.000-08:00

COLE MOHR

Thanks to a friend, i've fallen in love with this guuuy.
AAHhhhhahahhah damnit. Hot or whaaat =o
I wish to see him one day.
When fate brings us together, i bump into him, we fall in love.
HAHA, joking, thats bullshit =p But if it ever happens, i'd love that(;
Hahahah tsk tsk.

Aaanyways,
Sports Day this Saturday and bleagh, i just hope its fun.
Hockey, Basketball and Swimming.
Tired tired tired tired tired tired.
Okay i really need a rest now.

2009-02-14T00:58:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES <3
More like happy self-awareness day, and so says amir.
Hahaha alahai. Rachel was sad yesterday cause she has no valentine , aww. Well look around honey, alot of us dont, you're not alone haha =p
But no worrrries, valentine is just a day where the boys get their girls.. stuff. Hahaha oh well whatever.
Oh wait!
FARIS IS MY VALENTINES! HAHA
FAAAARRRRIIIIIIS WHERE ARE YOUU?
Hahah nah joking,just kidding =p

me: who's your valentine?
F: no one ah?
F: you lah LOL
me: hahahaha no one?yea riiiight
me: oh me?no one
me: oh me??
me: HAHA (so slow -.-)
F: I MEAN
F: you my valentine! HAHAHA
me: cehh
me: okay ah
me: best

=p

I wanted to upload a video for you guys, on valentines but it took forever and i dont think it works so whatever.
Oh well.

AND IM JOINING THE IVE GOT TALENT THING ON RADIO(:

OH AND TO WEE CHIA YIN:
Happy valentines day! Remember the card you gave me? Hahah your hair is awesome today! =pp MISS YOUUUU LAAAAH (;

2009-02-14T00:24:00.001-08:00

Went over to Charmaine's house for a party.
I tell you her house is freeaaking huge and awesome its .. massive.
haha

So i thought it started at 7, it was suppose to start at 5.
And bea got so mad at me cause now she cant dance when shes hyper cause everyone danced already, im sooo sooorrrryy! fck..
Anyway, it was fun, played dare for abit until everyone didnt wanna do this and that.
I had to run around the garden singing hot n cold -.-

Went home at 10 and yea.
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alot of people are sad cause they dont have a valentine..
Awwww, its okay, you're not alone. Hahaha -.-

2009-02-12T17:42:00.000-08:00

Friday the 13th
Dont know how today is gonna turn out =s
alright, yesterday went to watch Pink Panther with Tamara. Was supposed to watch Yes man but apparently its at night so yea. Pink panther is funny(;
So i thought i lost my handphone and found it in her car, thank god!

Today: gonna go to Charmaine's party over her place at 7.
And will try to finish my homework! Will try(;

Okay so in the radio channel Hi FM, abit like the 98.7 of singapore, this one is the 95.9 in oman hah =p, they're having a "I've got talent" thing and my friend asked me to join.. I really want to but im nervous just thinking about it =p Haha i might give it a shot, just gotta ask more people to convince myself cause i really aint that brave to go for such things. We shall see(:

2009-02-11T02:46:00.000-08:00

FAAAAAARRRRRRRRISSSSSSSS
HAPPY SWEET 16 DEAR FRIEND

16 seyy. Okay i know i look retarded in this pic with a songkok but you look nice, with the songkok i bought for you! You better be using it ah. Haha! nolah =p Anyways, since the time in sec one, you've been an awesome friend listening to my shit back then, remember? =P And just seeing you makes me laugh hahah! Which is a good thing(; From 13 to 16.. Wow, thats actually quite fast. You're so old already! Haha

This guy is awesome at editing his photos whatever, go see his blog hahaha. And he's a really nice guy(; So i wish you an awesome day today and enjoy it like crraaazzzy, for you have turned to the age of adult-hood. Hhaha ape je! Just have fun lah, hahaha looove yaa! (:
TAKE CARE
If i could i wld have bought you a present but too bad =p
Hahah all the best this year! (:

2009-02-10T10:10:00.000-08:00

Ate at Kargeen with my mates(;
Haha Lyd, Bea, Rachel, Danial, Danny and Josh.
I ate Penna Napolitan! Haha
We were sitting on like this wooden platform thingy, really interesting, other than the normal sitting on the table type =p
It was fun you guys(:
Had a nice time, we should do this again hah =D

So Wednesday, which is tmrw, no school! Saturday, no school! Yess
But its only 2 days, plus the weekends -.-
But atleast its something right? Hah
Oh well.

2009-02-08T15:40:00.000-08:00

Im lost.

Its 3.30 am and my sis just left to the car to the airport.
Im suppose to be sleeping now but once ive waken up i cant really go back to sleep.
She left for me her rubics cube, thaaaanks i love you many.
Miss you miss you miss you miss all my sisters, tc kay.

This sucks, to be always leaving someone, to have someone always leaving you. Whether its family, relatives, visitors, friends in S'pore or friends here.
And this will go on till im hoping to get use to it, but the thing is, i dont think i ever will. I wanna be like mr patrick star beside me.. He only knows how to smile. Hah, (i'd be damn if i see it frowning suddenly =s)
What did i do to deserve all this shit huh. Someone sweep me off my feet and carry me to the moon or something, take me away from this. This valentines day would be good, someone. Hah speak to yourself tiara -.-

I need someone right now, anyone.

2009-02-08T08:46:00.000-08:00

Performed in the music recital on Saturday the 7th.
And happy birthday to Mostafa and Kakili btw! (:
So yea, we performed 'Someday you'll know' and as usual my mic always goes something wrong and so i was waay softer than Sophy. Haha and thanks Jonathan for letting me play your guitar(:

My sister is leaving tomorrow morning later at 3am ):
Nooo, missing her already ):
Im so fcking tired, i swear. I couldnt sing in choir and was about to fall asleep and i missed my drum lessons cause i fell asleep -.-
F today, F everything today, F everything.
I feel like shit.
Having attention seekers by my side is the last thing i need right now.

2009-02-05T02:47:00.000-08:00

Other photos in Dubai with my sisters.

To a dear friend -
YES OKAY I KNOW IM GROWING FATTER/CHUBBIER. YES MY FACE VERY BULAT HOR THAAAAAAANK YOUUUUU FOOOOR POINTING IT OUUUUUUT, I SHALL WORK ON IIIIITTTTT THANKKKKKKKSSSSS

So basically as usual, i have stopped my work out, HAHA serious ah, i cant make time for it -.- Hahah im such a lazy ass. But the only thing ive been doing every night are my sit ups, last month about 50, now gonna raise it to 60, and prbly 80 soon. I dont think this helps but it actually makes me feel good that im doing something hahaaaaaa, right. -.- its okay, im gonna take up skipping soon. HAHA im full of shit arent i. Okay but atleast im trying something.

Almost everyday ive got things after school and they're all something different. Im so screwed if they like crash.
Saturday- nothing
Sunday-Drums
Monday-Piano
Tuesday-Basketball
Wednesday-String group

and my dad wants to put me in tennis which i dont mind but ive got so many things, and i wanna do up dance. HAHA MELAMPAU.
okay, i gotta do looots of researching now, since i finally got my comp back.
Laaaters.

2009-02-04T12:16:00.000-08:00

Kaknat came over(:
And trust me, we had waaay more photos than this but because of my stupid laptop brokedown i couldnt save my pics in time. I'll put them up some other time.
So we just went to like Dubai, and stuff, it was nice(:
Now im left with one sister, and she's leaving soon next week, nooo. I love having my sisters around even if they can be a real pain.

So my comp broke down and it took a week to repair and now i have it back again, but! I gotta cut down on the things i use and the time cause apparently, the recent bill was.. 116+ rials and that aint good. 116 x 4 = 464 O.O
IM SO SORRY DADDY.
I shall, will, will try, to cut down as much as possible, love you always(;

Performing in the next music recital this Saturday
- Someday you'll know by mandy moore and Jonathan
Jonathan and me playing the guitar, and me and sophy singing(:

AND I MISS MY FELLOW SINGAPOREAN FRIENDSSSSS WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?
more like where have i been..
WELL HOW HAVE YOU GUYS BEEN? PLEASE TALK TO ME SOOON, LOVE YOU ALL FOREVERR(;

2009-01-19T04:50:00.000-08:00

This picture shows: "Robot playing soccer"

WEEEEKS AGO,
Oman won the finals!(for soccer)
And so i woke up to go to school, and got a call saying we had a day off! Cause oman won =D And gosh i love waking up early when its not school, so i decided to do some sports, and did soccer and basketball with bea(;

Got a video but took a long time to upload and now its failed and all that shit, might upload it later then =p

2009-01-19T02:45:00.000-08:00

Old neighbours from sarawak came(:
What a small world, seriously.
It was so long go like when i was born and yea, it was fun having then around though i didnt get to spend time with them much cause of school, sorry you guys! I love those 3 sisters haha they never fail to smile and laugh and it just makes everything cheerful(;
They're schooling in New Zealand now and their dad is working in Iran. Dad malay mom chinese haha nice.
I love having guests around, so please, dont come when im having school, it just spoils the fun.
Just wanna say thanks alot Mel, Em and Amy. And Amy i cant stand you, she's the most cutest thing in the world, talks allooot hahaha love her(;
And love you guys. Hope to see you in New Zealand some day!
=D

2009-01-15T08:08:00.000-08:00

It rained in Oman! Like so so heavily =D
Im actually happy for rain which is weird cause i hate it when it rains,unless im at home just lying down and relaxing. The whole of the school day yesterday, it was raining like shit, it was fun, there were waterfalls by the stairs and everyone was wet, we had break in class. Jonathan and i played guitar, sang Lucky. It was a nice weather. It smelt like Singapore =p It felt like singapore too, waking up early to school and its raining, staying in class feeling cold, haha love it =p

And Oman won the semi finals for soccer! (FYI, i do not watch, have not ever watched this heh =p dont know whats going on) But yea, anyways, they won and for the past few matches that they've won the streets are craaazzy. Roads jammed with cars and people cheering and people dancing , sittng on their windows and honking and shouting and cheering and woo all that haha its crazy, walking on highways just like that blocking the cars, going infront of your car making silly faces hahaha. I'd love to join but heh, my dad will kill me =p

Bought James Blunt tickets today(: 18 rials equals to S$72.
Its on the 26 February, Thursday.
Cant wait, though im not a fan of him, but his songs are nice(;

I want to dance, someone take me to a dance class please.

2009-01-12T08:45:00.000-08:00

Hip Hop, R&B is the soooooouuuuuuul, of ma lyyffe.
Loving it, like dancers coming out to dance,
I feel the same.
Haaaaah
Im in my random phases, music genre phases.

Im in need of air asam which isnt anywhere to be found in Oman.
Sweet Hana gave me the ingredients to make it here cause she knows how much i love it and that it makes me happy haha shes so cute, but yea, no time to make, ive got bloody homeworks to do which, i am not managing my time well, thus having activity-filled afternoons and sucky nights doing work. Kay next time anyone whos coming to Oman to meet me, you have to have to bring bottles of it, hah, or one is fine(;

Why am i wasting my time?

2009-01-11T05:47:00.000-08:00

Where are we going?
Just hold on, you'll see.
Com'on com'on com'on com'on lets go.
What are we doing?!
Run!
Okay uh, stand there, one foot there, one foot here.
You're acting like a crazy person, whats going on?
Okay right now, you're straddled in a straight line..
Okaay..?
You're in two places at once..
-A walk to remember

A period of time i'd always remember how it feels like to be clueless and happy. If only i could turn back time, just to feel like that. Bring me somewhere i love, take me somewhere i've never been to, then show me how life is meant to be.

2009-01-08T23:57:00.000-08:00

I miss cam-whoring with this bitch, i do. Infact i miss all of my bitches haah, kay shall not say bitches, but my lovely friends. I need to see you guys like now now now.

So guess whaat, i dreamt i was back in Singapore! Well not really. You know how you wake up in the morning and you just want to sleep back for like just 15 minutes more, so yea, like i woke up one hour later, the dream was cut short ):
Okay so i was actually in my Oman house, but i was actually in Singapore, really, but the house was like switched like my couch from the right was now at the left and my stairs going down left was now right, and all that shit.

And Hanif was there and you cut your hair! It was a nice cut though. Hahah, okay briefly, i woke up seeing him and i was like okay wait, and went to bathe. Then i brought out a box of donuts and theres this chocolate sorta muffin thing which was i think THE BEST muffin thingy ive ever tasted but i didnt get to finish it cause i had to call my friends. So i told Hanif to hold it while i called Amira first. Then i called her and she's like, you know Tiara my mom will kill me if she found out you're calling from Oman, we cant talk for so long. Im like, im in Singapore! And it went all silent, and i realised the phone got cut. Then i woke up before i could have done anything else, ofcourse the dream was longer then that but yea thas cut short. It felt like Singapore, although in the Oman house. Okay the dream was so convincing, that i actually woke up thinking i was in Singapore, and was about to ask my mom until what day im staying here till until i realised my real surroundings, it took me about a few seconds to remember how my house in Singapore was like. Hah, sad.

How i wish to be able to see my friends and relatives now..

I'll go around a time or two, just to waste my time with you.

2009-01-06T05:30:00.000-08:00

I have been so tired these days and i cant do anything about it. I've never felt so tired before, well in Oman. During school its pretty okay, but after school im like a freaking yawning machine and my eyes are just about to shut. And when i fall asleep i have to wake up soon for piano, or whatever shit, and my homework and shit, ooomg T.T

Okay so i sleep late at night cause i cant freaking sleep, no matter how long i lie in bed like a rock, my eyes wont shut. It takes atleast an hour for me to fall asleep.And i gotta wake up to do my exercise shit. And i fcking woke late for 2 days, hahah fck i didnt have time to do the exercise so i just did the small work out..

And ooomg, something embarrassing happened -.- Okay you know my family members have been saying my ass is big now -.- Its not funny for me, im actually gaining sth which isnt good heh. And just now in school, i was drinking at the water cooler with bea and so we're bending yea? And this class passed by and this Brunei guy passed by and said, "nice ass." WTF? Haha i swear i was kinda lost, i got up and looked, he turned back, and then i just realised what he just said. Hah, great, the icing on the cake huh, proof to my family's judgment. Okay why the hell am i talking about this -.-
Anyway, his sister and i, you can say we're sorta friends, talk on facebook and smile in school all the time. And ive spoken to him once only, waiting after school, he sat next to me, and if im not wrong he either said hi to me or he said sth else to his friend hah paiseh, but i was stupid and said hey. Hah =p But yea, i saw him and his sis in turkey the other time anyway. ANYWAY, pervertic asshole much to say nice ass to me -.- Hah but he's pretty cute.
K Whatever.

So yes, my day, hasnt been pleasent, im dead tired but gotta do work, ive got an ache behind my head somewhere and p.e made it worst and someone just said nice ass to me. But people say why is that an insult? Hahahaaaaaa fck, sorry, but im not some that like big asses =p

Ohkay, this, i shall say to my day, "whaaaaaaateeevvverrrr" .

2009-01-04T11:11:00.000-08:00

1st day of school.
And my brother's first time in my school haha so cute.
So yea, my school bag is in Turkey now with my dear sister shyra and so im using my other sister's bag. And i really need a new bag, but theres no shops with nice bags here seriously.

So guess what? I managed to wake up at 5.15am (thanks to my dad) and start excercising haha yay. But yea, i couldnt sleep at night, im always like that for the first day of school, i never could sleep properly.

Kay since i realised ive been slaacking much lately, to fill up my time, im just gonna fill my school days with work i need to do and some study note shit to help me out when there's a test. Heh , and yes, i am that willing, i even wrote down a list of study shit to do, haha=p

Thanks to Hanif, the rubiks cube is my ultimate toy, before sleep, at home, and going out on long trips(=

2009-01-02T23:54:00.000-08:00

In my sister's wedding to come, when im 17,
is when i am going to sing and play the guitar for her,
where she could sweetly dance with her soulmate/husband to be,
to this music i might play : That's all, michael buble,
Bossa nova style(; Or probably just slow sweet style..
And i hope she doesnt find my blog and reads this, its meant to be a surprise.

Exciting isnt it(: I hope by the time im 17 i'll be muuuch better in guitar and my nerves performing in public will soon go away.She told me to play on her wedding, but she doesnt know what song. Haha i might change my mind later but i think this song is sweet.
Ahh im so happy for her, one sister gone, 4 more to go. Hah.

Cant stop thinking about ALL my sisters going back to singapore this january, and i can only see them when i come back, and im stuck here. Fck man.
Damn you life.

2009-01-01T23:05:00.000-08:00

This is my brother, Abdullah Khalesh Kamarudin, 8 years old currently.
The most annoying but also cutest thing in my life.
He has the most worm-like moves and cutest responses.
He annoys the shit out of me you have no idea, well brothers, no wonder.
But yea, gets what he wants, disturbs me in alot of ways, gets my things, that kinda stuff.
He also can be the cutest nicest brother.
I remember after i broke down a few weeks ago, i decided to follow my parents to pick up their friends instead of staying home, and so i sat at the back back seat with my brother. He kept turning to me and this sorta grooving song came up, and he dances, you know he dances like a worm, and his face, soo serious! =p And i started laughing, and he said, im trying to make you happy.
Im like aww thanks.

Hm, you can never tell whats going on under these heads of siblings can you.

Anyways, ive came up with a routine that i hope i can continue over a few months.
So here it goes:

5.15 am: Wake up, pray and shit.
5.30 am: Use the cycling machine.
5.45 am: Do the 11 sets of small work out at home;
-push ups, sit ups, lunges, calf raises, hip thrust, squat jump, side hip, hurdle lift,dips, superman and plank. (Do about 20-30 times for each excercise, do 3 sets of them, but im just starting so i'll do 1 for now =p)
6.00 am: Bathe, get ready for school.

Hanif gave me these set of home work out, well the plank is my idea =p He's a sprinter in the Singapore Sports School and he says these small work out is a fast burn calories work out. I believe ya, it better work! Hahah =p

Lets just hope i'd stick to that yea? Cause i did try it today, well the exercise bit and not the waking up..

Okay im pretty much trying to finish up my homework now after all the weeks of holiday i had.

Im soo not looking forward to school, damnit, f* school, im in need to take random walks with Hana Banana right now ): Hanaaaa, come here noooow.

Haha i wish.

Alright, laters~ Have fun in school people..

-.-

2008-12-31T13:22:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR =D

Omg happy new year you guys(:
How time flies, i remember last year's new year countdown and how i thought of how im actually leaving singapore, and its already a year. Sad i couldnt get to spend it with my friends back there ):

Got home from Bea's house and headed to eat at Papa Johns. Then we went to book tickets to watch a movie, was hoping for something like twilight but i think its no more showing, so we watched Australia, good movie.Took a bite at barista expresso. We then headed to PDO where there was a countdown party but we couldnt go in cause we had to have tickets, so we drove up to the mountain side and we could watch the lights and things going on and the music was loud i tell ya.

And yes some random short video, but its abit shakey and dark. And the september song always reminds me of taufik batisah and its during the years where i was clueless and happy. Haha miss it. I do apologise for the horrible singing and lack of skill to video properly hah =p The many lights place was the party haha.

Yea had a countdown and hey, i was with my family. Hah(:

My new year resolution is: To work out and hopefully get close to having a J-Lo's figure hah =p And to work on my time management, seriously, its horrible. It's causing me my sleep and stress.

Well have a fruitful year ahead my friends, and all the best(:
Love all of youuu!

2008-12-29T23:53:00.000-08:00

Went over to Crowne Hotel where Kaknatra was staying at for her crew. More pics are with her. Spent a little time at the beach and out. It was nice having her here. She left this morning.

For some reason im missing home alot. Feel like heading back there even for awhile and just have a countdown with my friends. Feel so trapped like, limited, going to the same place doing the same thing over and over, i guess this feeling is just for a moment, especially since people from singapore came over, it felt so home-ish. Gosh. Yea, lets just hope this feeling will not turn to a serious breakdown. For some reason i lack control, so weak, that anything affecting me and i have pressure i just breakdown, like i did infront of my sisters when my cousins were home. Seriously, i dont know. But yea, im good. Oh well whatever.

Going to a sleepover now(:

2008-12-28T16:01:00.000-08:00

Kaknatra came over for awhile(:
She had a flight over to Oman cause of some GCC meeting thing for the sultan and all and she had 2 days(; So yay, she came over :D

2008-12-28T03:08:00.000-08:00

Christmas Gathering

At 7pm, us girls went over to Lyd's place and we all had to bring a little snack and a small present for secret santa. Gosh there were tons of fat'ning food you have no idea haha. We went to grab some snacks, shared some gossips and then we played Sing something, whatever it's called played in PS2. Haha like karaoke in PS2. It was fun, and rewinding whatever we sang was hilarious, our voices, hmm, not that pleasant to hear back hah =p

Secret Santa.
We did the secret santa. All of us brought in a gift and put it at random, we gave each gift a number and all of us had to pull out a number randomly. So we each had a gift from someone not knowing what it was. I got 2 gifts in one yay! Haha i got this cute snowman in santa suit little statue with movable legs and a box of sweets, aww(:

I brought in my guitar, was thinking of singing for my friends a few christmas songs and they joined in.
I sang:
White christmas, Have yourself a merry little christmas, All i want for christmas is you and Last christmas. Haha it was fun(:

It was the end of it, and we snapped a few more photos. Had a lovely time you guys(: A Merry Little Christmas it was(;

2008-12-24T11:07:00.000-08:00

Love love love love
dum di dum di dum
makes the world go round.

Im at the point of time where im stable, still, calm, pretty blank at times. Its at these times that i get what i dont ask for, or not exactly what i expect .When will i get what i ask for when im in need of it. Its when i actually can think and get my mind straight and feel alright. Its always after my downfalls and makes me wonder, whens my next excitement? Fill me in here.

I am not looking forward to school, its the new year, a time where i wanna be with my friends here and in Singapore to wish them, and cheers to the friendship we have and for the years to come, feeling excited about the new year and our resolutions, a new chapter. But ive got things to think about, like to study for my mid year exams, which is around january. Pffft. Screw you.

Ive been dieing to call my bestest friend Amira, where the fuck are you? Come online! Im in need to list down the shits i gotta tell you. Haha biiitch, call me lah sey, as my belated birthday present, cause i dont have to pay but you have to hah =p And about mr aussy, you know what to do. Haha. Someone please gift me with teleportation powers so i could go where ever when ever i want to and talk to that lady.

Charming soul, im in love. But we forever will have a limit to this feeling, cause you and i are impossible.

Merry christmas(:

2008-12-21T14:41:00.000-08:00

The week with cousins

To my 2 dear cousins who came over to Oman, if you're reading this, firstly i'd like to thank you for the whole memorable week and you have no idea how special it was to me until it makes me miss some part of being in Singapore where i enjoy being with my relatvies. Haha. It was some good bonding time and you guys were just super nice(; Love you guys to bits, come back again! Haha

And i've found out, even if this aint in islam, your parents are so called our 'godparents'(; Sweeet.

First day with them

Cousins came to Muscat from Dubai!
Haha we went to PDO's area, mutrah and down to some sights. And omg Hanif you've grooown, so fast. I watched you grow since you were little, cey. Hahaha but yea =p You look like your eldest brother! Haha

NIZWA

Went to NIZWA(:
First headed to the Nizwa fort and it was cool and pretty scary when you go up those high things and i cant imagine how many people cld have died just by falling =s

Then we went to Al-hoota cave. The train was spoilt so we had to walk there, lovely~ The scenery was just breathtaking, the weather was super windy and nice, it was awesoome.

Went in the cave and saw all those different formed thingys.

My cous and sis says one of the omani tour guides was walking from way behind and he was pushing everyone to go ahead like seriously in a hurry(so my sister says) and when i wanted to move aside he said 'no no nvm' and he started talking to me all the way, half the time i couldnt understand what he was saying but yea. Apparently my cousin was laughing all the way behind -.- Haha
And my sis became annoying and told my parents i have an arab boyfriend -.- and she starts singing the JT song girlfriend. Hahah macam chibai.

And throughout the trip my sisters kept calling me britney spears and singing her songs saying 'its britney bitch' Hahaha annnooying!

Went home, watched some episodes of friends with Hanif till 3.30 in the morning hahah fun wasnt it (;

BBQ

Had a BBQ at the 3rd floor balcony, it was nice(; but the setting up and clearing up of things was hell okay, h-e-l-l. I had to bring up things such as chairs and food and everything up 3 floors for 2937456901234690 times okay, not kidding. I couldnt breathe properly cause i had a bad soar throat flu whatever sickness. But the bbq was good(:

DUBAI

First day, went to Safari Desert thing, we were late so we only managed to go for the dinner and watched some belly dancing and spinning people haha. If not we could have gone camel riding and costume changing and all that desert activities ):
Had henna done on my hand! (:

Then watched a midnight movie with Hanif, Abang Zaki, Abang Ali and Khalesh- transporter 3.
I find the actor hot, and sexy, and cool, and i just love him.
Hahah(;

Cousins leaving )=

Cousins went back to singapore, so saaaaaad. I was seriously sad, cause everything was going so well and fun and they just had to leave so soon. And i actually bonded more then ever with my dear cousin, right hanif? Haha, well im glad they came(; And thanks for teaching me the rubics shit man! haha(;

Went back to the hotel to realise a note from hanif and parents. Haha cute lah sey, thanks anyway(: and hanif messaged when they reached back to singapore, saying we've been like sisters to him, aww(: Glad we were(; And you were like brothers to me, thanks ;D

Went to Singapore deli, had some singapore food, awesome~

Last day

It was the last day and gosh i was basically sleeping all the way through cause i ate those stupid flu tablets which doesnt even work. Went to the motorbike again, this time, we took the big bikes! then i could go up the sand dunes! It was crraazzy and awessooome :D And following abang ali go up the dunes and all racing and stuff, hahah great(: He's good fun! You guys should have been there! =p

I miss my cousins, having them here makes things feel more like home, and its fun having guys around the house for once(excluding my annoying brother), you know, big brothers (;

Next time stay longerrrr okaaay! And i had an awesome time, enjoying everything, so thank you guys again and will see you in singapore! We should hang out yeaa(;
Tc cousins, love ya all(:

2008-12-14T08:35:00.000-08:00

This is my life aim, to have a body like that. Haha seriouuus. Besides, my snacking habits are going from bad to worse, its not even funny.

Im like an eating machine gaaah thats why me and kakshyra are doing this diet of not snacking and having the correct amount of food for each meal. Yea, our so called 'diet' isnt really going according to plan =p Haha as always.

I need like a J.Lo poster up my room so i can be inspired everyday and work out, not just moments of inspiration and then i just lose it hah.

Kay i came across this, hahah so merepek, its called: The J.Lo tree.
Haahah how the hell did the tree get that ?

And watch this, soo cute, its hilarious :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-fVDGu82FeQ

And fck the song "whatever you like" by T.I is stuck in my head.
He's seriously fckng hooottt.

Im in love with korean boy band, Shinee.
Ahhh they're cute and awesome dancers and the songs are nice, especially because of the videos hah(;

2008-12-14T00:29:00.000-08:00

Sisters are back!
Haha yay.
I know late post but yea, finaaaaaally(;
Still, they're a pain in the ass at times, but oh well, i love them still.

Ohmygosh, my kayaking got cancelled D=
Because of the red tide which can cause a few infections/sickness whatever to us and it kills fish, its basically bacteria and all that algae and stuff.
Now theres no kayaking): Or i hope its changed to another week..

Plans for this holiday, or hope it happens:

Dubai trip with a big group and family
Small Christmas party
Video get together with friends
Hiking
Tent out at balcony
Small New Years party

How do you deal with friends that have become strangers to you all of a sudden?
Not like they ignore you but you can feel the awkwardness between the conversation, how it isnt as easy to talk like it did before..

2008-12-09T14:45:00.000-08:00

DUBAI AGAIN(:

Went to Dubai for a few days, it was supposed to be with my sisters but they werent here yet. Then, on the way back to Muscat, they messaged us and said they were going to the airport, there might be seats, and there were! Haha omg, they're here now already, im so happy(;

And we're gonna have to go Dubai again cause they didnt mage to go, but this time with a big group of my parent's friends from singapore.I dont know how to fit a whole lot of them especially with the bags O.O
And my cousins are coming, just 4 of them(: Haha
So many singapore visitors ey.

Omg, i did the motorbike thing again, my brother got stuck 3 times haha.
I dont know, but im always scared to go up the sand dunes, it feels like you're about to fall back and imagine that massive thing toppling over you =s and going down, is as terrifying, it feels like you're gonna roll down =p haha actually you just need the right speed, too slow you get stuck, too fast might just cause you to topple over.

Oh right, ive been like taking photos of nice sceneries and stuff, they're just all so pretty, and thought i should put it somewhere where people can see breath taking sights ive seen rather then just, having it for no reason really. There are pretty random photos in there but whatever =p
Amir is meant to share with me that website cause he takes awesome photos too, but he hasnt put anything in there, yet. I will make him, you better do so Amir!
Here it is:

http://www.flickr.com/photos/photofetish